One of Ade's images which I played around with using Snapseed |
Found it a little more difficult running on the track, less energy from the blade |
And so as I mentioned earlier looking for somewhere to run. My dad came in the other day after being out shopping and having a ride around in search of somewhere. He mentioned that he had discovered a proper track down at Blaydon. It's owned by Gateshead Council, located right beside one of the slip roads to the A1.
Upon getting up this morning I asked Ern "do you fancy a look down to that track". "I really must get some practice in". To which Ern replied "yeah we can do". I also gave my friend Ade a call and asked him if he would like to come along. Ade's photography skills have really been helpful throughout my time as an amputee. They have helped me promote whatever I am doing and have enabled me to gain new opportunities. People appear to take more of an interest in images and they really get the word out much better than me writing a whole long boring narrative of what I'm up too. I mean how many people actually read my blog, most much more prefer to just look at pictures as they can say so much than words. Ade had took some photo's a few weeks back and they had proved invaluable to Paul as he could see exactly what was going on as I did my stuff.
Puffing and blowing |
Once at our destination we were able to park real close to the running track, it was ideal. It's a canny track and even has floodlights. I immediately started warming up as Ade got his camera gear out the back of our car. Well I didn't want to stand around as it was rather chilly, with a little bit of a fresh wind. After warming up I proceeded to have a jog around the track, only managing around just over 100 meters before feeling knackered and my hamstring becoming tight in my stump. I had a short rest then set off again, again doing another 100 meters. I did this until I had completed a loop of the track. Dear me this running is hard, so much going on, technique, fitness and not to mention this dodgy good leg of mine which has been playing up of late. I've been to see my G.P, now off for an appointment with a physiotherapist on Tuesday to see if they can spot anything. Really want to get it sorted early on so that I can prevent anything long term.
Anyhoo as is usually the case with me I gave myself a hard time. At times I'm my own worst enemy and certainly biggest critic. It wasn't until Ade came over put an arm around my shoulder and told me how proud of me he was saying " you know what probably the last time you had a proper run was when you were a teenager". We then shared a laugh and I thought back to school...God I hated when we used to do cross country. We had to run right along the school playing fields and way past the tennis courts. This is where we would cheat and have a snaky lie down out of view of the P.E teacher.
Ade then asked me to run a few short back and forth's taking some shots that Paul could use to get a better idea of the whip and set-up of the prosthesis. Having had the opportunity to view the images myself is a great way of working on what I think I'm doing wrong. Tracy my physio at the Lombard Physiotherapy Clinic has given me some exercises so that I can work on strengthening certain areas. Take for instance this next image you can clearly see that my prosthetic knee is turned way out, along with my blade. This appears to be coming from my residual limb. The faster I run the more whip as I rotate my pelvis. And like I mentioned earlier if the socket is indeed grabbing on my adductor's, when they fire the socket will twist upon my stump. I rely on the images as when I'm actually running I can't really feel the rotation and whip. I have way to much to concentrate on without looking down lol.
Lateral Whip |
"One final loop of the track before the off " I said. This time I was determined to beat my last 100 metre attempt and was pretty pleased when I ran just over 200 metres without stopping. I know it's not exactly a monumental achievement. But we all have to start somewhere. It takes me back to the time when I first attempted riding my bike on the road for the very first time. I went over by Craghead and there is a little hill, in-fact I wouldn't even go as far as to say a hill, more of an incline. Well I couldn't even get up it. I remember being close to tears and gutted feeling like a complete failure. Of course the fact that I had never ridden a bike in over 13 years and had done no physical exercise since retiring from work as a postman in 1995 due to the tumour in my leg never crossed my mind. I'm pleased I can still recall times like that, as it allows me to see how far I have come. I aim to lock everything I am struggling with at the moment in my mind, all the pain, the lack of fitness and just how I'm feeling so that when the day comes where I can pop my running leg on and go for a run without giving myself a hard time comes I can reflect back and say "See you did it".
Of course none of this would be possible if it weren't for the Challenged Athletes Foundation and Arctic ONE. Being able to run is something I have wanted to do for a long time now, but it's more than that it's also now something I really want to do as a thank you to these amazing organisations and of course all those people who have supported me.
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